Being the Minority in a Crowd
Secretly, I’ve always wanted to standout. But there’s one instance where I hated standing out. Here’s the story: near my apartment in Florence, there was a mosque. Now, I’ve been to mosques in Turkey, and they are beautiful! This one wasn’t really like that; it was more of just a place of worship for the Muslim people of Florence. Don’t have ANY problem with that. BUT! There were times when I would be walking by that part of the street as I was say, coming back from school or the grocery store, and there would be a HUGE crowd of men. And to make matters worse (in terms of feeling uncomfortable), none of them were as white as me. I felt like all of them were staring at me like, “What do you think you’re doing walking by this mosque!” I know that probably wasn’t the case, but either way I felt REALLY uncomfortable. I think it’s important to say that it wasn’t because they were a different religion or ethnicity that I was. If it were a group of all white guys, I would feel equally awkward. And if it were a huge group of guys of any religion or ethnicity, it wold be uncomfortable. I think it’s more or less an instinct because if you look at it from an “animal” point of view, my “species” was outnumbered 50:1. I feel like the uncomfortableness came from trying to protect myself, even though there was no danger whatsoever. Either way, I learned what it meant to be a minority.